nice day with friend(cekapian's)

sunday(20th),I'm going out wih my friend to One U.

that day We was tired but still happy la~

first,we go and meet Kenneth at TGV,then we find something to eat.

for that,we take about 45mint to find it,damn tired,then you decide to eat sushi.

We just eat about 15 mint then go and watch da princess and da frog,quice funny.

not bad la.then we buy some christmas present,

what funny thing is,we also buy a underwear for our BM teacher,Mrs.Suguz.

haha,thanks for him,because belanja us.thank you so much suguz...

hehe...^^

Paggie,Peiyin,Michelle and me~

the only boy,Kenneth~

thanks to you all,I have a nice day,miss you all...

^^

tomorrow will be a nice day~

haha~finally I done it~
tomorrow will be a nice day~

I will be go to One U tomorrow with my friend,
with some one belanja us~haha
but I will bring some money go la~
hehe...^^

k,hope you all have a nice day today and tomorrow~

給我的朋友們-to all my friend~

還沒結束，就開始想念，
還沒開始，就想逗留，
還沒離開，就想繼續，
還沒得到，就想將來。
這一切的一切將會是我們要面對的事，
在結束以后，大家各走各路，
面向未來發展，展望未來。

可是，腦子里，永遠都會有中學時期的記憶，
身邊的朋友，即使在未來，也還是朋友。
如果可以繼續，誰愿意結束，
可是未來的我們，還得繼續下去。
找到屬于我們領域，屬于我們的生活，屬于我們的家庭，
在生命中度過 生，老，病，死。
我們在生活中沒有辦法選擇，
可是，我們可以選擇要過怎樣的生活，
要繼續與朋友聯絡，還是就此訣別，都是我們自己的選擇。

如果是你，你，會怎么選擇。
如果是我，我會保留這份記憶，這份友情，
即使不再見面，即使彼此都已離開對方的生活，
可是，這份友誼會一直在我心里，直到我離開這個世界，
因為，對我來說，這，是一個很珍貴的東西，
是任何東西都無法取代的東西。

所以，我的朋友們，
不管我認識你多久，知道你多深，感情有多么的深，
可是你永遠都會在我心里。
謝謝你們，在有你們的日子里，我，度過了人生的一個階段。
我的下一個階段即將開始，在這里，我誠心的祝福你們，
有個美好的未來，即使所走的路，很難走，可是，也希望你們繼續你們的路途，
直到離開。

我愛你們，真的，很愛你們。


2009年12月2日 晚上9點55分
葉紫圓 上
(Grace Yap)

I want to get a hug from all of my friend!!!!!!

now is 18/11/2009,4:10am.
I don't know why I will be here,
but still haven't sleep for study sejarah.

well~the aim I post it now because.....
don't know how to say,
but.....

aiya,I want to get hug to all of you,
don't care who are you,
don't care we have talk right now or not,
don't care about our relationship at this time,
I just hope can get a hug for your before we leave the school,
because neither I'm not you best friend,
or you don't care about me as all,
but at least we are study in the same school,
and be a friend in past,
the life in high school is one of the best memory in our life,
I will miss my high shool life,friend,teacher,competition,activity,and other in future.
all of this become one part of my life and this is important anda great experians.
I will be miss you all~

so....please give a hug when you see me,okie?
I really hope so I can do that.
an also I will try to ask your phone number from you all,
hope so you all will give me~

all the best in SPM and future life.....^^

FROM
Yap Zi Yuan 葉紫圓
(5 AK 1 )year 2009

what a nice day~

can't write anything to tell you all that what I feel now,
cause this is a feel that can't tell in writing.

this is about something happen at the time I have a tuition.
meet a nice girl,and hope so can be a good friend with she.

os:feel suprise about my action today in tuition center.
can't believe what I doing there,but feel happy for my action.
what nice day for me~

^.^

Formula for Moral nilai(SPM)

well,I creat a formular for me to easy to remember the moral nilai,
so I hope this formular also will help you all~

Bidang 1(about ourself),this not creat by me
5k 2h 2b R.A.T

5K
1.kepercayaan kepada Tuhan.
2.kasih sayang
3.keadilan
4.kesederhanaan
5.kerajinan

2H
6.hemah inggi
7.harga diri

2B
8.bertanggungjawab
9.berdikari

R.A.T
10.rasional
11.amanah
12.toleransi

Bidang 2(about keluarga)
Hen Tuck Ki,Mou Tak Teng(肯德基，不能挡）
remember it as KFC...

Hormat dan Taat kepada anggota keluarga,
Kasih sayang terhadap keluarga,
Mengekalkan Tradisi kekeluargaan,
Tanggungjawab terhadab keluarga.

bidang 4(about negara)
CINTAat SangKor

CINTA akan negara,
taat setia kepada Raja dan negara,
Sanggup berKorban untuk negara.

bidang 5(about hak)
2H3L LkLp^2
HL is a bran which have milk produck,
this milk is good for women and golongan kurang upaya.
LkLp^2,you can remember as LK tuition center
Lp^2 mean lelaki dan perempuan,and girl is more than boy in this world.
remember as H=hormat,and this got 2(2H),
L=lindung,and this got 3(3L).

H=hormat(2H)
mengHormati hak wanita,
mengHormati hak golongan kurang upaya.

L=lindung(3L)
melindungi hak kanak-kanak,
melindungi hak pekerja,
melindungi hak pengguna.

this is all I have now(24nilai),
other bidang(3,6 and 7)will come out later.
hope this formular will help you all~
^.^''
ps:give some comment pls~

just blah blah blah~

Me,with my gang in tuition centre has just celebrate my dear birthday ,

but~

she never come~

what the F......ish~

but still give the present to she la~

chocolate~~~

she is waiting untail SPM coming and eat~

then today I attend to school,

my school teacher don't know is crazy or what,

give us a lot or paper,

ekonomi got 2 set,

add math got 4 set,

sejarah got 3 set,

damn!!!!!!!!

need to finish it in this holiday~

don't know how to finish it~

damn crazy~~~~~~~~~~~~`````````````````

@.@''

Happy Birthday to LIms~

Happy Birthday to my friend~Lim~
yesterday is your birthday,but never give you anything,
sorry ya~
wish you have a good result in SPM~
and enjoy your life~

Yesterday is a boring day,
ponteng sekolah, >.<'' go Selayang Mall Johnny's Restaurant eat our breakfirst+lunch~ nah~she is the person who Birthday yesterday,Lims~
enjoy+ing her TonYam~



















sweet couper~~



















my friend who ponteng together,














this is what I order~not bad~














then I plan to go back to school,
but ,I does no do it,
course damn tired at that time,
then I never tell anyone,
just leave alone,

before I go home,
I buy My love brand~McD,
have a blue McD glass~^^

dendenden~McD~














next week friday will celebrate my dear birthday~
don't know what I want to give my dear,no idea at all,
anybody have any idea????
help me please~

我撒謊了。。。

今天，我撒謊了。
我不止自己撒謊，還教別人撒謊，
很壞吧。。。

會這樣做，是因為想要隱瞞一些事情，
沒想到，事情反而變得更糟糕，
哈哈。。。
不知要說什么好。。。
明明發生了很糟糕的事情，
現在還很悠閑的在哈哈笑，
明明等媽回來后就要被修理，
卻還在這里打我的部落格。
所謂的修理，是可能被趕出家門。

我該怎么辦。。。
干脆死掉算了。。。。

真正傷心的時候。。。

最近對于傷心，開始有一些心得。
以前的我，對于傷心的理解是真的會哭，
是那種哭到會掉眼淚，然后會大聲哭的那種。

可是最近，就是大概上個，或者是，上上的星期（都有），
發生了一些事情，
使得我的內心真的很痛，
而這個痛，
不是來自友情給我的傷害，
也不是來自愛情給的傷害，
而是來自于自己最親的人。
這件事情，令我覺悟到，
原來，當一個人真正傷心的時候，
心里......是那么痛的。

當你真的傷心地哭的時候，
你掉眼淚時，是無聲的，
那種痛，是無法用任何聲音表達，
甚至在那個時候的你，
不會想做任何事情，
只想自己一個人......靜靜的呆在角落，
自己一個人......在那邊思考一切的一切，
自己一個人......在那邊流淚，
當你想要阻止眼淚繼續掉時，
你會發覺到，你的眼淚已經很難停止了,
它就只是在流眼淚，沒有聲音，沒有其他的動作,
一直到你哭到累了，睡著了，
眼淚才真正的停止它的動作。

沒想到，這個感覺會發生在我身上，
而且是最親的人讓我領悟到的，
不是親人的死給我這樣的感覺，
而是親人的不信任，不相信，懷疑，
帶給我這樣的感覺。
從那個時候開始，我就告訴自己，
不會輕易地為他們而哭，
因為當時的我，已經對他們徹底的絕望了，
當時的我，心已經死了。

可是我知道......他們也對感到我失望跟絕望。
彼此彼此吧......

灰色葉子的心情故事。。。（政治觀）

有多久沒寫部落格了，
沒一個月，也有三個星期了吧～
好久哦～
這三個星期里，做了好多的事情，
不敢說自己勤勞，可至少自己要讀的都有讀到，
忙著SPM trial 的考試，自己的目標可以說是很低，
最少要全科及格，然后4科A左右吧。。。
希望可以達到自己定下的目標。。。

最近政治界里出現了一些大麻煩，
馬華公會里的兩大黨派即將開戰，
只不過這種種的舉動卻讓華人的臉面給丟光了，
以現在的情況，我們華人不是應該團結嗎？
為什么，有些華人會因為姓“馬”的政府派的那一點糖就妥協了呢？
比起他們姓“馬”所擁有的糖果，
我們華人所分到的恐怕也不到十分之二吧。。。。

馬華兩大黨派的戰爭是注定開戰了，
不管“翁”與“蔡”誰贏了，
都希望到最后兩大黨派能夠合作為華人做出貢獻。

不過最怕的是，最后兩敗俱傷，不只如此，
還讓姓“馬”的得到益處，讓他們賺到。
希望結局不會如此慘敗吧。。。。

中華文化知識競賽～

今天去了中華文化知識競賽，

這比賽是在 S.M.K Damansara 舉行，

話不多說，直接看照片，獨家哦～

啟程出發。。。

佩玲，楚欣(back)，玉蓮，惠樺(font)

在巴士里，拍無面照，在努力中。。。

路程中，（15分鐘后）經過1U不久，就到達了。。

人山人海的畫面。。。

大家都在等報到。。。
大概有10分鐘吧～

學校超大的，

大到可以建一座體育館了。。。>.<''

海報，

然后在禮堂等待貴賓。。。

等待中。。。

等待的同時，也溫習文化常識。。。

還在等待中～

因為無聊而開始聊天起來。。。

在等待中，出現了曾經教過我們的老師。。。

這算是一個驚喜吧～

貴賓們真的很大牌，

讓我們等了至少有半個小時。。。

我的媽呀～終于來了

聽了貴賓們致辭后，

就去看表演，二十四節令鼓表演當中。。。啦啦隊表演當中。。。

過后便開始測試我們的中國文化常識

2：35pm開始到3：35pm結束

半個小時后便要回學校了。。。

趁回去之前拍一張照。。。后面還是人山人海的。。。

大家都要回家了。。。我乘搭的巴士號碼。。。

學校的對面。。。1U

好幸福哦～

回學校的時候經過1U所拍下的廣告牌-Burberry***

然后呢，我們選擇在Selayang Mall下車，

只有幾個人而已哦～

過后我就與我的Buddy 吃 Conepizza。。。

嘻嘻～

味道還算不錯。。。吃著當中～

然后就回家啦～這個不用我說看到就知道了嘛～

要閉關了。。。

會很少寫部落格了～

加油～

1 4 3 Y

be a Chef Today~

Hello~

I'm here to post something new in my blog....

Be a Chef today~

wow~what a nice thing...

I be a chef with my cousin today,

we make spaghetti,potato salad,laici drink and french fries.

We plan that want to make two taste of spaghetti,

but during making the spaghetti,

we feel that it is enough for us with one taste of spaghetti....

show you all the photo that we take~

my cousin is here cutting the mushroom,me is show+ing what the materials we prepare,

potato,tomoto and chicken...

putting the sause and cooking~

cousin also cooking there^.^

we use about 15-25minute to done it,

then we enjoy our lunch...

my cousin show+ing the spaghetti she cook,

this is what I prepare,potato salad,laici drink and spaghetti,

take a photo with the product I prepare,

still haven't finish yet,

then we enjoy to watch Tv with eating french fries,

haha!!^^nice~

french fries~

After we finish it,we are trying to think that want eat ice-cream or not,

but...

I feel that better we don't eat it,

cause I scare my auntie,mean her mum will scold,

so we never eat it...

the ice-cream will in my stomach tonight...

hahaha!!!!^.^''

next time will try tomato flavor...

me with my cousin,weixin~

thanks for my cousin enjoy with me the lunch,

the spaghetti really is yummy~

tomorrow I have a competition,

wish me all the best tomorrow~

with love~^.^''

be a Chef tomorrow!!!!

Today go and buy some materials at Selayang Mall,

prepare for tomorrow become a chef,

show you all the materials that I buy the photo...

this is what the materials I buy,

spend about RM30++,

ill~

my pokey money~I got to cry~

but never mind....

cause want to be a Chef tomorrow is because of.....

The day after tomorrow I will be start to study hard...

no enjoy,no dating....

just study for myself and SPM...

that's why I want to enjoy in the last day that I can,

eat ice-cream and more and more and more...

all the best...

Will be adopt a closed-door pilicy...

so enjoy the last day that I can enjoy...

okie,just that...

The thing become a chef,

I will be post it with photo tomorrow....

enjoy it~

^.^''

School life >.<"

Today is the day start to go to school every week,
luckily I never late,
cause I always late at monday,
specially is have perhimpunan,
ill~
the bus lor,always late,
idiot,ill~

Today have a polise come to my school,
and try to scare us,
with his gun,
I can say that you try to coerce us,
ill~
he is very angry about our school disiplin,
and tell us that he will rotan us if we nakal,
and show off that he also got give some naughty boy a good beating,
what a idiot speech,
we also displeasure your action in life k,
better you take care your(polise) disiplin first,
no body will follow your advice if you all never change...
ill~

My english teacher also a bit crazy today,
always say that she don't care about we follow or not,
but must be pass up the excerxice book,
if no she will send our book to prinsipal,
pls la wei,
you come teach us about half year more already,
I still never learn anything from you,
better I learn myself,
ill~

Then everything is going ordinarily,
I just sleep at class after rest,
cause of something la.

Today my class is go home late,
because our class have more subject then other class,
we take 11 sub,
the last two sub is seni,
Pn.Umi come to our class and ask us some p'bungkusan question,
and who ans correct and geta roka coklat,
I ans correct for one question,
then get a Roka coklat,
my friend also get one,
haha....
^.^''

Then copy some note and go back to my sweet home,
that's my school life...
hope tomorrow will lucky and all going well...
^.^''

ALL THE BEST!!!!!!!!

Lawatan to U.C .T.I..

yesterday,

never sleep hold night and watch some video,

then prepare go to school at 6am,

meet my friend,Liqi at Mamak,

we go to school about 7:20am.

Meet all the student who have go to U.C.T.I at canteen,

then I take some Nasi lemah to bus and find a place to sit,

wow~what a nice thing is my school teacher relative is sit near my place,

I have meet him at last year chinese club one day trip,

now he is a form 6 student(but we are same age).

Another nice thing for me is,

A person give me a sweet,that is tiramisu flavor,

still haven't eat yet until now,

thank for the sweet.^.^''

We ate nasi lemah as our breakfirst in the bus,

then we reach to U.C.T.I...

I just keep talking with the guy who sit beside me in the bus,

then,bla bla bla...

After 30minute about,

we arrive U.C.T.I...

then we just wait,wait,and just wait...

ill~

damn boring there,

hen I just look around,

they is a building with modern steel style,

have two elevator,

nice library,a canteen,everything is simple and nice....

After few minute,

we go to a pc room,

and we learn how to make a website,

a person like teacher teach us(I forgot his name),

he explain something....

bla bla bla,

but never teach finish la of cours,

just say that need a software,

what a idiot speech,who don't know that,

lol!!!!!!

Then we go and have our nasi lemah,

but with a chicken and also a curry buft.

then we go to the pc room again after finish our lunch,

another guy is go to our class,

he is a student who learning at there(U.C.T.I),

use some lame thing make photo,

no body listen to him(I guess,at least I never follow what he say),

we just online ourself,

view facebook,friendster,use blogger...

ill...

Then finish our lawatan.

O,forget one thing,then got one person take use visit the U,

and give us some information with a bag,

then we go back to school.

We arrive school about 2pm,

then I take a bus go home,

and then just sleep after I arrive home,

wake up at 10pm.

What a boring life....

but still not bad...

k,done it..

^^

谢谢你，马雁容。。。。。。。。。

谢谢你，马雁容。。。
谢谢你愿意当我的好朋友，
我的好朋友，目前为止只有三个，
你是其中一个哦~

从朋友口中得知，
以前的你对我是很没有好感的，
做人又很自大，自以为是，不守承诺。。。
这就是你对我的想法(我想其他的人也是这样想的，再加一个“丑"）。。。

朋友说到这句时，我心里在想，
一定还有别的坏的想法，
结果我听到的话真的令我哭了出来。。。
不是不好的评语，
而是。。。
觉得我这个人还蛮好的。。。
还觉得我今年跟去年不一样了。。。
有改了少少。。。

我的妈呀。。。
当场哭了出来。。。
当时你还在班。。。
可是没让你看到啦。。。
只让做我隔壁的看到而已。。。
可是最后她还是很7+1的讲了出来。。。
鸡蛋糕她啊。。。。。
不爽+ing。。。>.<''
过后我还告诉了你一个秘密。。。
希望你能守口如瓶。。。
也希望你不排斥。。。。
毕竟我是因为当你是我的好朋友才告诉你的。。。
如果你真的排斥，
要赶快跟我绝交，
要不然我会伤的更重。

不过，
谢谢你，愿意当我的好朋友，
真的谢谢你。。。

補導組活動。。。

今天學校補導組舉行了一個活動，

我本來也沒參與的，

可是因為補導組是一個新的kelab，

也是一個令我好奇會有什么活動的kelab，

所以當初就想無論如何，都要參與，

最后也如愿以賞。

參與當中最讓我訝異的是，

凱渝她們也有參與，

真的有點跌破眼鏡的感覺，

不過我想那是一件好事，

因為至少她們有參與課外活動。

在活動開始之前，

我們享用老師請的午餐。

活動原本應該是下午兩點開始，
延遲到兩點半左右才開始，
中間活動進行得還蠻順利的，
只是一個游戲15分鐘有點過長，
結束后，我們還拍了大合照。

謝謝所有有參與的人，

謝謝你們。…………

中二，朋友。。。

我决定了，不再只是用英文写，
因为真的很难写，
本人的英文真的很不好，
一个字，烂。

刚刚看了几个朋友的部落格，
突然间想起了与他们的在一起的时光。

中二与他们同班，
当时的我真的是一个不说话的人，
跟他们不知为何就是说不出话来，
我想那问题是存在于我，
因为我感到自卑，
觉得自己没那个资格与他们做朋友。

对于他们，
我真的心存感谢，
谢谢你们陪了我整整一年的时光，
因为你们，
让我认识了真正的友谊，

也因为你们，
我知道了自己的问题。

三年多的时间，
虽然没有与你们说话，
没有参与你们的活动，
没有与你们有一丝丝的联系，
擦身而过的时候有如陌生人一样，
连招呼都不打，
可是我看到了你们的转变，
你们开始变得更成熟了，
开始懂得如何处理难题，
变得更会去思考了，
开始会顾虑别人的感受了，
每个人都改变了不少。

虽然我无法成为你们的好朋友，
可是还是谢谢你们带给我的回忆。

第一次有朋友为我庆祝生日，
第一次收到了朋友送的生日礼物，
第一次感觉到有朋友的温软，
第一次感觉到有朋友的美好，
第一次感觉到朋友的给我的照顾，
第一次感觉到朋友在一起的热闹，
许许多多的第一次，
都是你们带给我的，
真的很谢谢你们。
我除了谢谢之外，
我不知道还能说什么。


有时候，
我真的很想鼓起勇气，
当着你们的面，
问你们一句话，
我，
还可以当你们的朋友吗？
一个很要好的朋友，
可以吗？
可是，答案是什么，
我自己知道。
我真的很希望可以再次当你们的朋友，
一个很要好的朋友。
不过还是谢谢你们，
真的谢谢你们。

凯渝，宝儿，思婷，巧莹，淑渝，伟源，广耀，
谢谢你们。
中二的时光，是我最美好的时光。
是真的哦～

我的妈呀，我竟然写到快哭了。
不准哭！！！！！！！

OMG!!!need pass up seni next two week!!!!!!!!

omg,omg,omg!!!!!!

Seni haven't finish yet,
going to die....
hell is coming close,
heaven is going far away,
need to pass up the seni already!!!
ill!!!

be a owl about three day already,
still going continue be a owl,
until I finish the seni,
I wouldn't have a nice sleep,
never have a nice dream,
damn hate it.

I want to be a owl because of enjoying,
not because of do some work.

eventhough I'm doing my seni,
but my mind are thinking to be rest,
ill.......

whatever,
I will enjoy the life be a owl,
I will enjoy the life in the hell,
I believe I will be feel succeed after I done,
just continue to do it....

New Start,Own blog...

Hi to all,
thanks for view my blog,
hope you are enjoy it.

18 years old start to use blogger,
late,I think.
Before using blogger,I have another blog at wretch.
Most of the language I write in wretch is chinese,
so I will write in english in bloger to beef up my english.

I like McD,I also like Starbucks.
erm....
nothing to write any more...

My slogan,
people enjoy the achievement,when their life are triump or in climax,
when their are is low tide,people are enjoy their life.
so...
no metter people are compliment or affront you,
just enjoy it.

this is what I'm trying to do now...