I want to get a hug from all of my friend!!!!!!

now is 18/11/2009,4:10am.
I don't know why I will be here,
but still haven't sleep for study sejarah.

well~the aim I post it now because.....
don't know how to say,
but.....

aiya,I want to get hug to all of you,
don't care who are you,
don't care we have talk right now or not,
don't care about our relationship at this time,
I just hope can get a hug for your before we leave the school,
because neither I'm not you best friend,
or you don't care about me as all,
but at least we are study in the same school,
and be a friend in past,
the life in high school is one of the best memory in our life,
I will miss my high shool life,friend,teacher,competition,activity,and other in future.
all of this become one part of my life and this is important anda great experians.
I will be miss you all~

so....please give a hug when you see me,okie?
I really hope so I can do that.
an also I will try to ask your phone number from you all,
hope so you all will give me~

all the best in SPM and future life.....^^

FROM
Yap Zi Yuan 葉紫圓
(5 AK 1 )year 2009

what a nice day~

can't write anything to tell you all that what I feel now,
cause this is a feel that can't tell in writing.

this is about something happen at the time I have a tuition.
meet a nice girl,and hope so can be a good friend with she.

os:feel suprise about my action today in tuition center.
can't believe what I doing there,but feel happy for my action.
what nice day for me~

^.^

Formula for Moral nilai(SPM)

well,I creat a formular for me to easy to remember the moral nilai,
so I hope this formular also will help you all~

Bidang 1(about ourself),this not creat by me
5k 2h 2b R.A.T

5K
1.kepercayaan kepada Tuhan.
2.kasih sayang
3.keadilan
4.kesederhanaan
5.kerajinan

2H
6.hemah inggi
7.harga diri

2B
8.bertanggungjawab
9.berdikari

R.A.T
10.rasional
11.amanah
12.toleransi

Bidang 2(about keluarga)
Hen Tuck Ki,Mou Tak Teng(肯德基，不能挡）
remember it as KFC...

Hormat dan Taat kepada anggota keluarga,
Kasih sayang terhadap keluarga,
Mengekalkan Tradisi kekeluargaan,
Tanggungjawab terhadab keluarga.

bidang 4(about negara)
CINTAat SangKor

CINTA akan negara,
taat setia kepada Raja dan negara,
Sanggup berKorban untuk negara.

bidang 5(about hak)
2H3L LkLp^2
HL is a bran which have milk produck,
this milk is good for women and golongan kurang upaya.
LkLp^2,you can remember as LK tuition center
Lp^2 mean lelaki dan perempuan,and girl is more than boy in this world.
remember as H=hormat,and this got 2(2H),
L=lindung,and this got 3(3L).

H=hormat(2H)
mengHormati hak wanita,
mengHormati hak golongan kurang upaya.

L=lindung(3L)
melindungi hak kanak-kanak,
melindungi hak pekerja,
melindungi hak pengguna.

this is all I have now(24nilai),
other bidang(3,6 and 7)will come out later.
hope this formular will help you all~
^.^''
ps:give some comment pls~

just blah blah blah~

Me,with my gang in tuition centre has just celebrate my dear birthday ,

but~

she never come~

what the F......ish~

but still give the present to she la~

chocolate~~~

she is waiting untail SPM coming and eat~

then today I attend to school,

my school teacher don't know is crazy or what,

give us a lot or paper,

ekonomi got 2 set,

add math got 4 set,

sejarah got 3 set,

damn!!!!!!!!

need to finish it in this holiday~

don't know how to finish it~

damn crazy~~~~~~~~~~~~`````````````````

@.@''

Happy Birthday to LIms~

Happy Birthday to my friend~Lim~
yesterday is your birthday,but never give you anything,
sorry ya~
wish you have a good result in SPM~
and enjoy your life~

Yesterday is a boring day,
ponteng sekolah, >.<'' go Selayang Mall Johnny's Restaurant eat our breakfirst+lunch~ nah~she is the person who Birthday yesterday,Lims~
enjoy+ing her TonYam~



















sweet couper~~



















my friend who ponteng together,














this is what I order~not bad~














then I plan to go back to school,
but ,I does no do it,
course damn tired at that time,
then I never tell anyone,
just leave alone,

before I go home,
I buy My love brand~McD,
have a blue McD glass~^^

dendenden~McD~














next week friday will celebrate my dear birthday~
don't know what I want to give my dear,no idea at all,
anybody have any idea????
help me please~

我撒謊了。。。

今天，我撒謊了。
我不止自己撒謊，還教別人撒謊，
很壞吧。。。

會這樣做，是因為想要隱瞞一些事情，
沒想到，事情反而變得更糟糕，
哈哈。。。
不知要說什么好。。。
明明發生了很糟糕的事情，
現在還很悠閑的在哈哈笑，
明明等媽回來后就要被修理，
卻還在這里打我的部落格。
所謂的修理，是可能被趕出家門。

我該怎么辦。。。
干脆死掉算了。。。。

真正傷心的時候。。。

最近對于傷心，開始有一些心得。
以前的我，對于傷心的理解是真的會哭，
是那種哭到會掉眼淚，然后會大聲哭的那種。

可是最近，就是大概上個，或者是，上上的星期（都有），
發生了一些事情，
使得我的內心真的很痛，
而這個痛，
不是來自友情給我的傷害，
也不是來自愛情給的傷害，
而是來自于自己最親的人。
這件事情，令我覺悟到，
原來，當一個人真正傷心的時候，
心里......是那么痛的。

當你真的傷心地哭的時候，
你掉眼淚時，是無聲的，
那種痛，是無法用任何聲音表達，
甚至在那個時候的你，
不會想做任何事情，
只想自己一個人......靜靜的呆在角落，
自己一個人......在那邊思考一切的一切，
自己一個人......在那邊流淚，
當你想要阻止眼淚繼續掉時，
你會發覺到，你的眼淚已經很難停止了,
它就只是在流眼淚，沒有聲音，沒有其他的動作,
一直到你哭到累了，睡著了，
眼淚才真正的停止它的動作。

沒想到，這個感覺會發生在我身上，
而且是最親的人讓我領悟到的，
不是親人的死給我這樣的感覺，
而是親人的不信任，不相信，懷疑，
帶給我這樣的感覺。
從那個時候開始，我就告訴自己，
不會輕易地為他們而哭，
因為當時的我，已經對他們徹底的絕望了，
當時的我，心已經死了。

可是我知道......他們也對感到我失望跟絕望。
彼此彼此吧......